dreampost: even more after dark edition

[wotanon]

[ shit's going to be sexy in here.

please list what you're open or not open to somewhere in your toplevel pls and thank ]

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[avestan]

Right! Obviously it's not nearly the same as doing it with someone else, but it's a great way to pass the time when you're alone.

[rollplayinghouse]

I don't know. Pretty much anything else seems like a better use of time. That's why you're not interrupting.

[avestan]

Whoa, Maki. You said a crazy thing just now...!

[rollplayinghouse]

What? What thing?

[avestan]

Making yourself feel good is a really important use of time!

[rollplayinghouse]

It's not like it makes me feel that good... in some ways it's kind of frustrating.

I mean, it's not like I don't do it. I'm just not going to plan time or kick anyone out for it.

[avestan]

Are you sure you're doing it right?

[rollplayinghouse]

No? It's not like I got an instruction manual or anything... but it's not like I do it that differently than Intensity does it.

[avestan]

How does he do it, then? If you don't mind me asking.

[rollplayinghouse]

Wh... I mean, in a bunch of different ways? Well, he'll use his mouth, which I obviously can't do to myself...

[avestan]

Does he like, know where the clitoris is?

[rollplayinghouse]

What? Obviously!

[OFFENDED]

Do you think someone who wants to do everything the best would be that ignorant? Even the very first time, when he got me off with his hands, it was really good. He was ridiculous and smug about it, too. "Tell me how much better I am than your boyfriends," that kind of thing.

[now kind of fond. hope he wanted to hear how good Intensity is at sex because that's the question he asked]

[avestan]

[laughs]

Fine, fine. I was just checking.

How 'bout doing something other than what he usually does? Have you tried that?

[rollplayinghouse]

...Like what?

[avestan]

I dunno, just try a bunch of different stuff and find out what feels good?

[rollplayinghouse]

...

Are we talking 'stuff' like... movements? Contact and speed and pressure or whatever. Or stuff like toys? Or stuff like... I don't know. Doing it underwater, or autoerotic asphyxiation, or something...

[avestan]

I mean, any and all? Whatever you feel like. Though maybe hold off on the more dangerous kinks.

[rollplayinghouse]

It's not like I haven't been doing that...

[avestan]

...Huh. Can you just not get into it unless there's someone else involved?

[rollplayinghouse]

...It's also not like it doesn't feel good at all. It just feels like there's something missing, or like... I'm not as connected to it. So it's frustrating.

So, maybe something like that, I guess...

[avestan]

And it doesn't help if you like, imagine you're with Intensity?

[rollplayinghouse]

It helps in the sense of... getting off, I guess. But it also kind of makes it more frustrating, because then I want... more.

[avestan]

Huh.

Sounds pretty rough, all in all.

[rollplayinghouse]

...It's not that big a deal. There are a lot of worse things to worry about.

[avestan]

Well, yeah. But just because it's not the biggest problem doesn't mean it doesn't suck.