dreampost: even more after dark edition (IV)

[wotanon]

[ sexy dreams for thirsty idol bastards

shit's going to be sexy in here.

please list what you're open or not open to somewhere in your toplevel pls and thank ]

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[420blazeit]

Don't you trust me?

[selfpreservationist]

[hesitant, wavering]

... I don't want to risk it. What if you change your mind? I can't... if you leave, I'll be alone again.

[420blazeit]

...so that's a no, got it. [ she turns her head away from him. ]

[selfpreservationist]

[presses closer]

Don't be angry.

[420blazeit]

If I suddenly said I didn't trust you wouldn't you be upset, ..?

I have every right to be angry.

[selfpreservationist]

Don't...! I just don't want you to leave...

[420blazeit]

I said I wouldn't, Raven, because this is where I want to be... here, and with you.

[selfpreservationist]

... okay.

[slowly, slowly the bindings relax--enough so she can move her limbs]

[420blazeit]

[ she's not going to move until they're loose enough that she can do so basically unimpeded. loops an arm around him and tugs him a little roughly onto her, so he can do more than curl up into her side, but instead curl up somewhat on top of her. ]

[selfpreservationist]

[he does, pressing close to her and holding on, face pressed to her shoulder]

[420blazeit]

Why would you think I'd leave?

[selfpreservationist]

You'd find someone else... you'd have no more need of me... you'd resent me... there's any number of reasons.

[420blazeit]

You'll leave me before I leave you.

[selfpreservationist]

No, I won't. You're mine.

[420blazeit]

You'll find someone better.

[selfpreservationist]

Stop it...!

[420blazeit]

...

Sorry.

[selfpreservationist]

I love you. Stay with me.

[420blazeit]

W- What?

[selfpreservationist]

[repeats himself, but slower this time]

I love you. Stay with me.

[420blazeit]

You love me?

[selfpreservationist]

Have you lost your hearing? Yes, I love you.

[420blazeit]

...n- no, Iiii... I'm just... [ digs the heel of her palm into her face, so she can get some of those stupid tears out of there. ]

[selfpreservationist]

[winds his arms around her tightly]

Foolish. Haven't I been yours, and you mine, all this time?

[420blazeit]

...that doesn't necessarily equate to love, so while, yes, that's been true... this is just, I guess I didn't think you... IDK.