This Time Even Dreamier (VIII)

[wotanon]

[traumatic memories sometimes make you thirsty ok

List what you are open/not open to in your top levels, please and thank!]

[[SFW post here]]

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[rollplayinghouse]

[—Or at least, that's what she looks like until he growls for more. Then her whole demeanor shifts, eyes widening and some light coming into them as she straightens and looks him over head to toe with a deliberate fluidity.]

You're enjoying this.

[1istheloneliest]

[he props himself up on his elbows]

It's what I deserve and what I want. There's no problem with that, right?

[rollplayinghouse]

[she frowns slightly]

...What you want is one thing. But I'm not interested in being a tool for you to beat yourself up for some stupid guilt complex.

[1istheloneliest]

There's no complex.

[there definitely is but he's not fully cogent of it because memory hijinks]

But it is what I want.

[rollplayinghouse]

Why?

[she steps forward to lift his chin with the toe of her boot before stepping lightly on his neck.]

Tell me, or I'll kill you quickly without bothering with any of this.

[1istheloneliest]

Because when the pain becomes all you can focus on it's a type of release. You can forget everything for a little while.

[rollplayinghouse]

[She leans more of her weight on him]

So you're avoiding things?