dreampost: even more after dark edition (IV)

[wotanon]

[ sexy dreams for thirsty idol bastards

shit's going to be sexy in here.

please list what you're open or not open to somewhere in your toplevel pls and thank ]

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[gigadevilbreaker]

[oh no]




No... reason........

[selfpreservationist]

[the silk bindings start to tighten]

Tell me.

[gigadevilbreaker]

[THAT'S alarming?? Now he tries to worm out of the blindfold,]

What?! Hey--!

[selfpreservationist]

[the blindfold comes off, but raven is looking scared now]

Don't--! Don't go, Nero!

[gigadevilbreaker]

[He stops, again - staring at Raven with confusion and worry. At least he stopped fighting the binding? Even his guard starts to drop, softened by a swell of concern.]

Wh-- I...?

[ummm.]

I'm not... gonna leave...

[selfpreservationist]

[presses closer to him, tucking his face into nero's shoulder]

Stay here with me. You're safe. You can just rest.

[gigadevilbreaker]

Um.

[He tries to relax, but




when does he bring up the fact that he's tied up. Is this an awkward time to mention it?]

[selfpreservationist]

... why did you think I was Jason? Does he do this to you?

[gigadevilbreaker]

...

[No one can tell I'm a bad liar if I just DON'T SAY ANYTHING]

[selfpreservationist]

... I'm not him. I won't hurt you. I'll never...

[gigadevilbreaker]

He doesn't...

[Mmn. Hm. No, that was not really true. Hm! HM.

There's a lump in Nero's throat that he tries to swallow.]

I know what he's like. He hurts himself.

[selfpreservationist]

I don't want... anyone hurting you.

[gigadevilbreaker]

It's not like that!

[selfpreservationist]

Then what's it like?

[gigadevilbreaker]

He...

[Nero's gaze falls, and he rolls his face into the sheets to try and hide the deep flush in his face]

He wants to protect me, too. Not nice, but kind. And he's thoughtful - even though he can't let himself be seen loving anyone... even though he can't let himself feel loved.

[selfpreservationist]

Do you love him?

[gigadevilbreaker]

[He's quiet for a while]

As much as he'll let me.

[selfpreservationist]

[the bindings tighten... and then slowly, slowly relax]

He doesn't deserve you.

[gigadevilbreaker]

He thinks that too.

[selfpreservationist]

I... don't deserve... you...

[the bindings relax more and more, and start to creep up over raven, coiling around him the same way they were wrapped around nero]

[gigadevilbreaker]

What's it matter what you deserve? I care about you... isn't that enough of a reason?

[selfpreservationist]

Do you love me?

[gigadevilbreaker]

...Do you want me to?

[selfpreservationist]

Yes. From your heart... I want you to love me the way I love you.

[gigadevilbreaker]

[With the bindings so relaxed, Nero's able to pull a hand free to cup Raven's face]

Raven...