dreampost: even more after dark edition

[wotanon]

[ shit's going to be sexy in here.

please list what you're open or not open to somewhere in your toplevel pls and thank ]

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[sancrimony]

[ help ]

Isn't that what this sort of dream is for!?

[rollplayinghouse]

It doesn't matter what it's for! I'm not going to get off with you covering your ears in the corner!

[sancrimony]

W-Well ~~~!

[ takes a breath. ]

Then, I suppose we can make more conversation until either of us wakes up - !

[rollplayinghouse]

R-Right.

[...Adjusts herself, sitting back against the headboard of the bed and watching some fish out the side wall.]

What else should we talk about...?

[sancrimony]

. . . Would it be untoward to keep talking about sex? Should we talk about other things?

[rollplayinghouse]

...I don't mind. Are there more sex things we should talk about...?

[sancrimony]

[ briefly, considering it for a moment before speaking, perhaps a little slower and softer than he means to be: ]

Do you find me strange? About that, that is.

[rollplayinghouse]

[hmm]

...It's not like I know what's normal. Wasn't that my question in the first place? I don't really get it, but there are a lot of things I don't get on the other side, too. Like... being into people just physically. So... if it's fine with you, and the people you're with, then...?

[sancrimony]

From my own experience, I feel like Maki-san must be normal . . . ?

[ contemplatively, sinking back onto the floor ]

If it's fine for us - well . . .

[ hum ]

Probably . . . Probably it's fine - at least, I think it's better now than before - but I'm unsatisfied by it. That is - I wonder if I could be better about it. I can't tell anymore, when enough is enough, so it's difficult to measure.

[ the last sentence seems to be more broad, a different subject entirely; idly, his tail flops ]

Actually - what is it that you get out of it? What do you look forward to, with it?

[rollplayinghouse]

...It's... it feels good, obviously, but that's not all of it. Like I said, the wanting is important.

[considers]

You know how I mentioned before, how I'm not sure I feel things as much as other people, or in the same way...? I think this is like that too. When I'm with someone, and we both want each other that way, it's—obviously not a problem. I feel a lot, like that. We're feeling the same way. And we can both push each other, make each other feel more... When it's like that, I can't be self-conscious, either.

And it's also nice to feel like I'm... together with someone.

1/2

[sancrimony]

[ listening to her, nodding along, but abruptly he realizes something and begins to sit up ]

. . . Oh -

[sancrimony]

[ wait. conversation.

easing himself back down. ]

. . . My apologies then, for offering - I see.

On the matter of feeling - not just for this, though maybe that might be a good idea as well - might I ask if you've tried a Buddy Bond, through Heart Soldier Senshi?

[rollplayinghouse]

[...well, that's good, probably]

...I did it with Primrose, briefly. Not—for sex, just—but she didn't understand why I felt uneasy about it, to start with, so it wasn't really...

[sancrimony]

Ah - because it's invasive?

[rollplayinghouse]

No, not exactly. More because... well, because I was worried she wouldn't understand my feelings.

[sancrimony]

. . . Did your fear come true?

[rollplayinghouse]

...Kind of. At least as far as the uneasiness. We didn't really—get into any of my deeper feelings. But, she's not the type of person who I feel like understands me best, anyway...

[sancrimony]

Who do you think would?

[rollplayinghouse]

...Mars or King would, more.

[sancrimony]

Ah, I meant in general. Since, that unit has the ability to pair other people together, too.

[rollplayinghouse]

Oh... I didn't know that.

Well, they're still probably some of the top people. After Intensity. But there are a lot of others. A, Man Eater, Nine Nine, Griffin... Cardigan, Silk... Angel, Silence, Whisky...

[sancrimony]

Hey, would you bed any of them? Besides the ones you've already listed.

[rollplayinghouse]

I—well...

[goes through the list]

I have with A, but we broke up, and he's still really insecure about me being more into Intensity. I've gotten fanmail with both Cardigan and Silk, but I don't think I'm really interested in them like that. Definitely not Angel or Silence. Whisky...

[...]

...maybe...?

[sancrimony]

[ SITS UP ]

You should definitely try with him, then!

[rollplayinghouse]

Wh—

...Didn't you just say you don't like sharing?