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DAY 335 S2FpYmE=, King and Man Eater graduate
DAY 338 Fanmail delivery
DAY 339 New kenkyuusei added
it's graduation season! what tales of effervescent youth are coming to an end, and what new tales will begin...

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(Anonymous) 2021-03-18 05:39 am (UTC)(link)no subject
when you're exposed to trauma your brain can't cope it tries to
make sense of it and digest the event
so it basically awnts to recreate the experience
theres something to be said about how trauma overrides things in your life that were formerly secure and stable attachments because
its so unpleasant and uproots your life entirely
so in a weird way it BECOMES a stable attachment in your life by virtue of uprooting everything else
plus nmaybe there were things that you didnt think were THAT bad or whatever because your brain tries to erase how bad it was and stuff
so the part of you that learned it was a bad thing that happened decreases in effectiveness while the part of you that is trying to cope with it is tempted to do it again and then because its a powerfully formative experience in your life it feels like youre attached to it and want to do it again
thats what goregle says anyway