dreampost: even more after dark edition

[wotanon]

[ shit's going to be sexy in here.

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[rollplayinghouse]

...No one in particular...

[sancrimony]

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[ haltingly slow, ]

Should I . . .

[rollplayinghouse]

[......]

I mean... you aren't really my type, but...

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...Do you want to...?

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Well - I don't mind trying. Uhm, though I don't really have any appropriate parts, here . . .

[rollplayinghouse]

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Parts?

[sancrimony]

[ f. . . floppy tail ]

That is - any external parts.

[rollplayinghouse]

...Oh.

[she glances at his tail.

and then, before she can help herself, at his crotch, before reddening and looking away]

[sancrimony]

[ there is a more translucent patch of scales that's slightly raised, like a pouch, and at the top of it is hole. he turns bright red to her gaze though, hands moving to cover the spot ]

But - well though, if my - hands and such are alright, it should be fine - ?

[rollplayinghouse]

N-No, that's oka—

...That is, it's not that the... parts... are a problem, but... you don't seem very excited about it...

[sancrimony]

Uhm -

[ ! shifting to sit up more ]

My apologies, that's a product of - should I say it's my personality? With Avenger and Dia-sama and Whisky-san too, it's hard for them to tell - it's hard for me to convey it - ?

Well, I must say that - when it comes to attraction, objectively speaking Maki-san is attractive, though for myself I'm simply, ah, er . . .

It's hard to . . . ? That is -

The sort of, heart pounding feeling of excitement is somewhat - troublesome, my relationship with such feelings are difficult, so it's - uhm, that is . . .

[ struggling, clearly, with what he wants to articulate, ]

Please don't misunderstand, it's not something that I feel forced into or anything, and it isn't something that I don't want to do or anything, but I'm a little - let's say, slow to start? I don't want to say that I'm impatient or anything - but -

We've already established that I'm not Maki-san's type anyway, so it isn't as though either of us need to be really excited for it, right? But if it's pleasant, it's pleasant, so -

Sorry, is that not good enough . . . ?

[rollplayinghouse]

...

[silent for a few seconds as she absorbs all of that. but eventually]

If it's like that, I may as well just do it myself. The point is being excited for it. For me. So... you don't need to do anything.

[sancrimony]

[ opens his mouth, briefly - then he closes it ]

. . .

Sorry for the trouble . . .

[rollplayinghouse]

...It's fine. I already told you there aren't that many people I want to do it with.

[sancrimony]

I mean more - sorry, I don't know how to get out, so I'll . . . well . . .

I can just face away and cover my ears . . .

[rollplayinghouse]

[REDDENS, and draws the sheets up around herself a bit more]

I-I mean, I don't need to do it right this second...!

[sancrimony]

[ help ]

Isn't that what this sort of dream is for!?

[rollplayinghouse]

It doesn't matter what it's for! I'm not going to get off with you covering your ears in the corner!

[sancrimony]

W-Well ~~~!

[ takes a breath. ]

Then, I suppose we can make more conversation until either of us wakes up - !

[rollplayinghouse]

R-Right.

[...Adjusts herself, sitting back against the headboard of the bed and watching some fish out the side wall.]

What else should we talk about...?

[sancrimony]

. . . Would it be untoward to keep talking about sex? Should we talk about other things?

[rollplayinghouse]

...I don't mind. Are there more sex things we should talk about...?

[sancrimony]

[ briefly, considering it for a moment before speaking, perhaps a little slower and softer than he means to be: ]

Do you find me strange? About that, that is.

[rollplayinghouse]

[hmm]

...It's not like I know what's normal. Wasn't that my question in the first place? I don't really get it, but there are a lot of things I don't get on the other side, too. Like... being into people just physically. So... if it's fine with you, and the people you're with, then...?

[sancrimony]

From my own experience, I feel like Maki-san must be normal . . . ?

[ contemplatively, sinking back onto the floor ]

If it's fine for us - well . . .

[ hum ]

Probably . . . Probably it's fine - at least, I think it's better now than before - but I'm unsatisfied by it. That is - I wonder if I could be better about it. I can't tell anymore, when enough is enough, so it's difficult to measure.

[ the last sentence seems to be more broad, a different subject entirely; idly, his tail flops ]

Actually - what is it that you get out of it? What do you look forward to, with it?

[rollplayinghouse]

...It's... it feels good, obviously, but that's not all of it. Like I said, the wanting is important.

[considers]

You know how I mentioned before, how I'm not sure I feel things as much as other people, or in the same way...? I think this is like that too. When I'm with someone, and we both want each other that way, it's—obviously not a problem. I feel a lot, like that. We're feeling the same way. And we can both push each other, make each other feel more... When it's like that, I can't be self-conscious, either.

And it's also nice to feel like I'm... together with someone.